Uncontrollable Feelings

Im sitting here at my computer overwhelmed by the many emotion that are overpowering me. I try to resist these feelings but they seem to control me. I never knew that love could be such a dominant feeling. How can it feel so amazing but cause such heartache. Things and feeling that I thought had been left in the past seem to have always living in the present but I had been in denial thinking that would make those feelings go away. And you know what else kills me about love is the fact that my feelings arent returned..at least not anymore. So I sit up at night, a servitude to love and wonder what am I going to do if i dont get my hearts desire. Im fighting a battle and slowly losing while my heart is dying. My heart got robbed but I am an accomplice to that because I allowed it to happen. My eyes cant shut at night because im wondering what it is going to take for me to come out victorious..I guess time will only tell.