too many times...

Too many times,

I've cried myself to sleep,

Too many times,

I've shut myself away,

Too many times,

I've lost control,

Too many times,

I've lied to you,

Too many times,

I've worshipped this blade,

Too many times,

I've hidden inside,

Too many times,

I've sat and watched,

Too may times,

I've not asked for help,

Too many times,

I've cursed my faults,

Too many times,

I've not told my problems,

Too many times,

You haven't listened

Too many times,

I've written this note