a sad song...

When I read Joan's blog about A-Lin songs, i recalled a song which was sang by the same person. I have no idea what song title was it but it really touches me. I heard this song when I was working last few weeks ago and it is a really damn sad song.

As I sit here tonight I am going through my thoughts through my life and wondering where the hell did I go wrong? Wondering.......... Am I really alone or is it just me thinking too much? So here's the song that I keep hearing over and over again :(

Dreams, Faith, Hope, Success, Trust, Life...

Dreams are like raindrops, if you don't mind getting wet, take some chances and start catching them. Don't listen to anyone who dismisses what you dream of, those dreams are precious and unique, and are your guides to happiness. If it's worth a dream, then remember it's never worth a comprimise, as a dream that flows from a determined heart and mind can never be frozen by skepticism, adversity or doubt, just like a fresh spring cannot be frozen in winter.

Faith in yourself and in god is paramount. Those who trust in God's hand will eventually see God's hand in everything; worries end where faith begins. Believe and have faith in your instincts and capabilities, remember that gold becomes purer and more worthy once it's passed through fire. A seed shows faith in mother nature, and embraces the harsh elements to grow into a strong and beautiful tree.

Hope, always hope.... for yourself, the people you know and for strangers.Hope that people find their path, and are not afraid of taking the wrong turn now and then, we should never be afriad of making beautiful mistakes, we should find hope in our weaknesses. Never lose hope, when you feel as though you are, remember that tears soften your heart, wash your eyes, allowing them to sparkle and focus again on achieving your dreams. Do not be afraid to cry, and express your emotions, you cannot close something until you've opened it - therefore you cannot hope to move forward until you're at peace with the past and present.

Success does not come to us if we fear failure, a true measure of success is not in achieving something first time around, but in rising after falling. Success is searching and discovering your passion and living it. Our souls do not desire fame and wealth, nor are they hungry for power. Our souls crave meaning, a sense that we have understood how we want to live ..... in order to make our existance and our lives matter. Success is in knowing that this world is a little bit richer for us having passed through it.

Trust in yourself, trust in your dreams, but most importantly.... trust people, trust should be like the feeling of a small baby who laughs and smiles as you throw him in the air, because he knows you will catch him. Trust that God will catch you.

Life can give you a thousand reasons to cry, lose hope, forget your dreams, lose faith, and ultimately fail to succeed but YOU can give life a thousand reasons to smile by keeping the faith, hoping for the dreams, trusting in yourself and others, and succeeding against the odds :)

It's tough to get through all of these so most important is you gotta need Carlsberg!!!

I'm wondering..

I dont kno, but lately, i have been thinking...alot.

About life, about love, about unrealistic goals, everything, and i feel like theres a part of me that I still do not understand. The part that gets mixed up with words and actions, the part of me that has me so high that hates having to come down for anyone. The part of me that wants to love freely and unknowingly without other thoughts. I dont know where these thoughts come from. Is it from watching to much television and having high expectations out of everyday people? Is it listening to music and feeling the emotions hidden within and wanting to feel that way with a person? I just wish that I can have what I need. The thing that money cant buy. The things that would keep me going and give me some purpose... some meaning to this lie called my life. Someone that listens even though what i speak makes no sense at all. Wipe my tears instead of adding to them.Someone that keeps me safe and wants to keep me safe always. Someone that is proud to be with me. Someone that you can mean alot to without a second WONDER. I ask myself again...what is love? Is it this? I want it to be? But my mind feels cheated and underappreciated, unsatisfied and tired. What do i do?



To be in love is one thing, but to always wonder, leaves me questioning everything



Do these people in my mind exist? Do they have a heart the pumps such vital blood through their veins? Are they soulful? Are they looking for someone like me too? Or am I right where Im supposed to be?



*sigh* I should get back to sleep rather than thinking all of this crap..

Meanest Harrier finally on the mag...

Why Miri doesn't sell Extreme Magazine? I've been searching for the whole place but couldn't find any one of it. If it was selling, I'll definitely grab one of it as a collection. Well, finally Bandrew's ride has finally published in the Extreme magazine. Thanks VIP James for sharing these pictures. Anyway, Congratulations bro!!!

The Meanest Nissan GTR35 in Miri

I feel honoured to post another ride from Nissan Car Owners Club Miri (NCOC) in my blog. Don't ask me if I got the permission from the owner to post this or not. Mostly people who bought this kind of expensive cars only to drive and show off but to this owner, his passion for upgrading and modding got my inspiration all the time. All I can say, this is probably the most eye catching car in Miri now. Kena Toto also wont buy this car ah......

I'm back...!!!

Finally I'm back! My laptop was infected by virus so I've sent to one of my friends to help me solve the problem. Now everything was fine and thanks god everything went so smoothly. Last Saturday my item has arrived and blame on Googookid on the same time because he is the one who poisoned me with the Japanese magazine. Luckily Mishiyan from Diamond Zeus VIP club, helped me to buy the magazine at Konikuniya and send it to me. Now I'm waiting for him to help me buy the K-car magazine. Thank you once again bro!!!

Items arrived on Saturday...

Latest StyleWagon Club magazine....

Inside got free sticker thats why it poisoned me.. already sticked some of it on my ride. Most important things is I've learn something inside the magazine. Now I've planned on a big project on my ride.

ANOTHER CAR STOLEN! Rudy's Purple AE86 Levin!

Looks like the thieves are at it again..This time its Rudsdrifts/Rudfreeze (Rudy Norman) Purple AE86. Taken from his house this morning at 4 am and was last seen of the NorthSouth Highway heading towards Johore. Please anyone if you see an AE86 in bright purple spotting a GT wing with the number plate BCG 9660, please contact (Ariff) immediately 0122109865 thanks. RM5000 wil be rewarded to those who found it!

Coincidencly, the car was heading to Johore too,the same thing happened to Russwestwood Skyline. Maybe this is the same syndicate that happens to be stealing all this JDM cars, so lookout for it!

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Funny video...

Last night i went for a cup of drinks with my bunch of buddies and when i was a lil bored, i took my friend's phone and started browsing his phone to look for some video. Don't think that I was searching for porn video OK... then when I saw the video in his phone, I started to burst laughing so loud and I showed to her and the other guys to view. This video is so damn funny!! This would definitely cheer up someone I knew so I started to grab that video and share here...

Ha Ha Ha Ha ! ! ! ! ! ! That sheep scared the hell out of the group... wakakakakaka!!!

last sunday ? ? ? ?

Just remember i got took some pics last sunday on my lasap phone. When Smallee went to my shop, surely he'll ask me " Have you tried your sis ride before?" The answer is YES... OK, here's the chance. I've gotta send this ride to Jerry for some project.

added the Wald kits and TIEN abs recently..

rolling on 19"

who's that guy sitting there? hehehehe..





i'm going to change phone soon... cant stand owes taking blurry pics. Maybe it's my photo skill... gonna learn from Lasapka soon.

Oh Yes!! Finally my stock has arrived again.. wonder who's the buyer... waiting for another item coming soon. This poison is specially for Rabbitx. hahahahahah

White LED carplate frame...

Smoking...not a sin afterall..

My parents think I Don't do it, My Girl thinks I left it, World is against it, I am not sure if I am addicted.. but for me its a part of Life as of now..SMOKING 10 MINS OF RELAXED LIFE

I remember I started smoking a year back. I started at 6 per day...I still stick to that...never really required more..perhaps never even less... depends on my mood...

Smoking for me is a weaker form of masturbation. Both seperate you from the existing world in your mind and the concluded world is much more relaxed.

Ever imagined what you feel when you do it on a cold day in an open space. Ever Imagined the relaxation you get when you do it sitting beside a window when its raining outside. You feel like a Halcyon. You feel as if your mind is in control... you can take decisions which are full of patience. You can acutally come to know who you are...

ill effects of smoking cannot be neglected. I do not as such recommend it. But ones who are able to do it in control and not do it for long can benefit from it...

I do not write this on behalf of every smoker on this planet. I write it because i personally feel it...

The Meanest Proton Perdana in Malaysia

In the world of VIP styling, not only International manufactured cars only can be a VIP baller. Seriously this is the first Proton Perdana into VIP styling so far I’ve seen in Malaysia. Thumbs up for Fusa(JP) from Johor Bahru. He had use a lot of effort to get the best stance and fitment and now, finally he has already achieved the VIP status… Congrats to you bro!!!

From a stock ride to a vip styled bad ass ride..

rolling on 20" Spirit Vientray

wondering how could he drive with that height?
here's the answer...

using air suspension from japan

The moment of measuring the ride height...

Side view of one side with air sus with full slam, another still with Tein adjustable.

The front was ok just too low, cover up to rim lip is good enough, if not looks like a bit DUB... so in front make a bit higher...

But there is one problem occur when the rear slams down...due to his oversized rims... The original bumper mounting body sit on top of its tyre and the bumper bracket will hit its tyre & rim...so have to do some mods inside including cutting and shift the bumper bracket...

Front with full slam

Rear with full slam but over low, after this adjust a bit higher again

Overall slam view

Can you see some CAMBERED effect?

The front & the rear wheel auto cambered when full slam