Saturday, December 13, 2008

Is it worth living?


Life how confusing and useless it can be. You don’t want to be here but at the same time you want to keep living to see what is going to happen right now. I’m feeling like I want to die and you know what? I don’t think that it’s wrong to think about death or to wish for deaths kiss to brush your lips. It’s cold lips on yours that are so warm and full of life but not for long right? No not for long because death is the thing that you yearn for and you feel like you could stop at nothing until you get what you want...which is to never draw another breath...to never see the sunset or rise again...to not stay up all night looking at the stars on the roof of your house...you don’t want to do anything...but maybe go to bed and never wake up which is the same as dieing isn’t it...?

2 comments:

cync said...

hey cacat, there are too many beautiful things that you havent seen. Dying now is just too sayang. Every sweet and bitter experience are part of the growing up stage. Dont cincai think of death le, the world is too fascinating to waste time thinking of death. Cheers pal. Love your life!

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cacatkia™ said...

I haven think of dying yet. Just sometimes, you know when your mood sudddenly down that type of thingy.... no idea what i'm saying now.