Tired…

These two days, I was so damn tired and I’d a fever also. Finally, tomorrow my shop was close for the day. This is what I’ve been waiting for. I’m not like those work at office who can have a holiday on every weekend. My shop closes once a month but tomorrow I think I’m going to come to make some buns that had been reserved by customer to get at the right date. That’s how my life goes like. I’m so tired these few days and I’ve no idea what had happened to me. I think I’d overslept these two days because I was really feeling not well and my head was so dizzy.

Working with my worker was sometimes really stressful. They’re really stupid. I’m just wondering why they are so damn stupid. Even a small thing would let them make a big mess! My sister always scolds them but I don’t know want to pity them or laugh them. They are really stupid than u can think. Sometime I would let them make me fainted. That’s how the world goes... sienzzzz!!!

I haven’t smoke for three days already and I think because of that had made me so moody. Well, these two days my shop business isn’t quite good. That had caused me left some of the buns. Yeah, you couldn't believe that my life wasn’t that good at all as a lot of people think that I’m a happy person. Well, I’m very tired of pretending that I’m not right now. Last night, we quarreled. She went to her friend’s home to accompany her rather than accompany me. I’m sick man! Doesn’t she know what I really want? Sometimes I just think does she ever think what do I really need? I’m sick, damn fucking sick! Just let it be… really tired now.